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Thursday, August 05, 2004

Hi everyone (whoever read me blog)

My course started for sometime, looks like i dont have much time for my blog due to my workload. I have alot of assignments, reposrt, quiz, once a week test and also final exam in 3 months time from now. Will try to update when i really free.... take care people out there and God bless!!


Wednesday, July 21, 2004

This movie cover friendship, relationship, college lives, family problems, spiritual walk, faith, love, romance, life changing, dreams, goals, tears, heart broken, hurt, hate, believe, forgive and reunited again. The best collection movie I ever got, I hope this movie touch most of the young people out there~ Is my wish

 

"Each Spring in the little port town of Beaufort, North Carolina, when the wind smells of pine and salt and the sea, Landon Carter remembers his senior year at Beaufort High and Jamie Sullivan, the girl who changed his life.

Jamie was the last person Landon was likely to fall for. Serious and conservative, she was as far from cool as she could possibly be, and didn’t care. The daughter of the town’s Baptist minister, Jamie was not afraid of letting people know that her faith was the most important part of her life, even if it cost her some friends. Landon hung with the in-crowd -- an aimless, moody, reckless guy who breezed through school on looks and bravado. He had no plans, no future and no faith in himself.

One night a prank that he and his buddies set up goes terribly wrong and lands a kid in the hospital. As punishment, Landon must tutor a young student at a poor school and participate in the Drama Club’s Spring play ­ two activities the principal hopes will teach him some humility. They also happen to throw him into close contact with Jamie. Clearly in over his head, Landon is forced to ask her for help.

Soon, against his own expectations, Landon finds himself falling in love with this outwardly plain girl who possesses a passion for life he never imagined possible. But it isn’t easy. For reasons of her own, Jamie does everything she can to run away from romance until it becomes impossible to deny.

Being together will test everything that they believe in. Most of all, it will test the power of love and faith to transform a life into something worth living."


Currently Watching
A Walk to Remember
By Shane West, Mandy Moore (II)
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Past Tense...

It never ceases to amaze me how much the past can still catch up to you. How much something you thought you put away for good can, within a space of a few days come back to hit you like a sledgehammer between the eyes. As much as you try and put it away. As much as you try and forget it.

Nothing will stop life from bringing it back.

So what do you do anyway? What's anyone to do? Nothing...there is nothing we can do when the emotional ghosts of the past come back and haunt us. There is nothing anyone can do really. Nothing no one can do except yourself.

I mean...when we think about it, why do we have to keep hurting ourselves for something beyond our control? Why do we have to keep looking back on something we are no longer part off? The past is the past and no amount of theoretical physics is going to reshape it. The memories are still there alright. Good and bad, they are still there.

But you can't grasp the future when all you ever see is the past.

Whatever we went through before, whatever we lived through before. Good and bad. Laughter and tears. Pleasure and pain. Sometimes you can't bring it back to life. I mean...even IF you want to relive the past. What are you going to do? What can you do? The present is being writen already. What do you want that can make the present better?

Thing is...nothing at all.

All anyone can really do is look foward to is the future. All you can ever expect to live by is not what you can dig up about the past. But what you can do with the present you have. The now is what we have. There is no point in living for the past. No point in dwelling on it when all that remains are just distant memories.

Even now there is nothing I can do but live my life for the future as best that I can. As painful the past can be for me. You know I'm resolved to make sure I'm in control of the life that I lead.

I know you can do it too. The past wasn't just all laughter and tears. They were a lesson. A lesson for the future. It only hurts when you let it hurt you.

Don't let it hurt you.

Move past that. Past all the pain. Past all the grief.

You told someone else before to be strong because it'll all be ok...and you were right.

Now it's time to take your own advice.

Live your own life free of the past.

The future is there waiting for you.
 


Saturday, July 10, 2004

Currently Playing
From the Inside
By Linkin Park
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To You I Concern...

You know how a friendship building up and you know how much you struggling and trying for the friendship, I'm here to pray that you will not speak evil, for the friendship are pure in God eyes. This song is to remind you when once you speak evil, the friendship will broken down... I hope you won't make it happen... Remember Pastor Julie said? Satan will let you 'do' what you want as long as you're still running in the circle but when once your mind set to *pure* he will do whatever thing to drag you back to him..... if you know you have to fight for it so go ahead, when he come near you SHOUT OUT TO him IN THE NAME OF JESUS, DO NOT TEMPTED BY him!!! I know you can do it so please do not let me accept the song that I written here cos I don't want to be this way....

"From The Inside"

I don’t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You

~Do Not Break My Trust On You~


Currently Playing
Somewhere I Belong
By Linkin Park
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The Uncertain Sarcasms...

7 years ago if you told me that life is going to be better I would have strangled you. 5 years ago if you told me I would have a social life I would have thought it a cruel joke. 2 years ago if you had told me I would not be a virgin anymore I would laugh my head off. 6 months ago if you had told me I would find myself surrounded by people I can call my friends I would have called you crazy.

Aren't I glad I didn't do that to you? Well, of course I will never do such thing to you...

It's amazing how life seemingly gives you the things you never expected for the better to just happen. As much as I have seen it countless times. As much as I have experienced it time and time again for myself. It still never ceases to amaze me. The little miracles and magic of life just never seems to lose their charm.

It amazes me further by the fact time and time again I have heard countless people tell themselves and the world around them that their life will never be better, that whatever event happened in their life shattered their world enough for them to never feel the hint of happiness again.

3 months later they can't stop telling people how happy they are.

You know what...this is the reason why I'm never surprised about life anymore. This is the reason why for the most part I have chosen NOT to feel extremely joyous or miserable...save for two important things in my life. I mean, it'll just be a waste of emotion...NO way you WANT to feel miserable when deep down you know things will look up in due time. No way you want to constantly tear your insides at what cannot happen now because we don't know what opportunity is going to come to us in the future.

The unfortunate thing is that the same way goes for being happy as well. You know very well that happiness works the same way as sadness. The only difference here is that...you WANT to be happy right? Might as well enjoy it while it lasts. Don't overdo it...but enough to have a great time.

Sounds just about right...right?

I'm not saying don't count on everything in life. I'm sure there is some leeway to give to the more positive things in life like...love...or whatever makes you feel peacefully content in life. But I seriously feel bad for those who redefine their life on feelings that are as topsy turvy as a rollercoaster...especially when that definition is their own misery.

No one can tell you what you will face in the future. Whether you face hindrance or a boost...the best you can do is play with what you have to where you want to go in life.

4 months ago if you would have told me I would have decided who I'd spend the rest of my life with...I would have told you that the world would be flung from its orbit and a plague of locust shall devour the Earth should that happen.

Surprisingly...we're all still alive.

Sometimes it pays to be wrong doesn't it?
 
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